Juicy Couture gurlie for lifey!!!Tommy's gurl forever!!

My trip to the OC for 6 days with my SWE sisters...

2005-11-07T04:22:57Z

First and foremost, who can take off from school for 6 days and go to the OC California plus Beverly Hills and Hollywood? Who can cruise around in a limo in Hollywood plus meet important people and feel like they are the star? ME!! Hell yeah ladies. I have been to Southern California and just got back tonight and I am so happy it was a great fun exciting trip. Gettin' drunk with Mischa Barton at the Central club and making fun of Jack Osborne also. This is the life.DO BE JEALOUS...LOL J/K. Needless to say, I went with 3 of my SWE(Society of Women Engineers) sisters to the conference up there which was for only one day so 5 days to shop on Rodeo Dr., South Robinson Dr., and in Hollywood. Oh yeah, by the way,BEVERLY HILLS.... that's where I want to be...Love that song. Pic post to come once I get tons of sleep and catch up on the reality life of school and homework. Love ya babies.

Neczka belle

Long time, no see!

2005-10-11T14:47:20Z

Okay, it has been like forever since I have been on lj! I know that yall miss me being on here or maybe not.LOL But yeah you bitches on here are just having too much fun without me!LOL Aww,... don't I miss the lj life. Well, c-ya.
P.S. That buck is like supa dupa dupa huge.Hell yeah Class of 2005!LOL We got that shit!HA

One word sums up my life lately... Trouble!!

2005-08-17T00:07:05Z

Yeah, Trouble is my middle name!!

I have nobody!

2005-07-30T20:47:03Z

In this life you have no friends, FUCK EM ALL!! If you hate me then tell me, this goes for all!! So, kiss my black ass. Obviously, I am not cared about by some that I put 100% effort towards. So, only person I have in the world is me, myself, and I!

neczkagurl @ 2005-07-18T21:16:00

2005-07-19T02:10:04Z

ANONYMOUS BITCHES CAN KISS THIS BLACK ASS AND GO TO HELL, I AM FED UP WITH YOU.

Well, what can I say.... I have been moving!!!

2005-07-12T18:17:13Z

Hey chicas,
Sorry, I haven't been on in awhile I have been moving since Thursday night and I am so sick of it!! I have moved to The Vintage in Madison. We will be here until our house is built in Waterford at Hertiage Plantation. It is pretty cool over here. I really enjoy it. It beats the drama in the country. Ummm... I hate Traig officially. He is the biggest fucking liar on the planet.Tell me why he lied to Martina and many others like Tyler Garner and said that me and him were getting married soon. First of all, Thomas is the only man in my life and that is all I need. So, he can go fuck off and so can all the people that are spreading it. TRAIG, YOU NEED HELP!! Jamie D. thanks for telling me about this. I guess if I am getting married soon I should be picking out my dress. HA SIKE!! But that is all the drama that I have for now. Amanda, shake em off of you cause they just hating. I miss you all!!
Outt-e-
Love,
Neczka

Okay, Deep post! Not ready for it then don't read it! The topic is me and money!

2005-06-30T00:19:49Z

I am unhappy and I am not afraid to tell anyone that I am. I have been filling a void and that void is unhappiness. I feel that money doesn't matter to me anymore. I am to the point that I am tired of buying expensive purses,shoes,and clothes. I realize that the poor are the happiest people on earth in some cases. I can't lie, I have everything that I want and more but it doesn't seem to fill what I need. In fact, that is my problem I get everything I want. And I know what you are probably thinking, "she is full of shit". But this is really how I feel. I am a person that has never really had a REAL job. Never paid for my own gas. In fact, I have never bought anything big for myself. Money is not happiness. I don't care what people say that they could find happiness with it. THEY ARE ALL LIARS!! As I sit here and think about how boring and depressing that my life is, it makes me mad and sad. I have tried to buy love in the past but that only led to heartbreak. Maybe I have been given too much in life. I appreciate all that my parents do for me but I see that other people have more fun having not a damn dime. A person recently told me that I have never had to wish or dream for anything that I just got it. This makes me feel like I am a spoiled brat. I hate when people call me spoiled. But sometimes, I have to think maybe they are being truthful. I bet you if any of you are one of those that is always broke you have more fun in life and enjoy it. Money is just something that causes confusion. I am so open-hearted that I give people money that need it. I am not greedy. I hope to have somewhat respect from those that I give to but only to be played as a fool. I am tired of giving to people that don't love me and accept me but only use me. Someone just told me the other day that I was a poor little rich girl that can't find happiness when she gets everything. I am not rich, and I take offense to people saying that to me. The rich normally have more problems in life even though they have money. I see why celebrities and fame people can't find happiness when they have millions or billions. I am nowhere near neither but I feel every bit of what they feel. I have tired to find jobs at places but get laughed at by my parents and friends that say why work when you don't have to. Maybe I want to actually get things on my own and show that I am independent. My parents don't like the idea of me getting a job because they say that they pay for everything I want so why would I want more. So, basically, I will no longer rely on shopping sprees to make me happy. Starting tomorrow, my life of depression will no longer take over my mind. I know that I can't live without money because I have to provide my essential needs in life but that doesn't mean that I should just blow it on stupid shit. Okay, I am done speaking of money.

Wasn't I a hawtie on a motorcycle photoshoot in Vegas!!:P LOL

2005-06-27T23:34:53Z

Okay, this picture wasn't exactly my body but it was my face not the hair part either that's about the only part of my body that I can actually say that looks better that hers! Hopefully I will be this size in a few months or hell it might take a damn year!! Who knows!! I gotta stop feeding my face first!!LOL

Done by Photo Magic Shops in the Venetian and Caesar's Palace

I officially love Weezer!! The coolest fuckin' group!! It has grown on me!!

2005-06-22T01:34:01Z

Lookin' like a million bucks only in Las Vegas or Beverly Hills!!!

Partying with the wax J. Lo and Beyonce' and oh how could I forget Madonna!!

More pictures to come people!!Coming soon!!

Weezer - Beverly Hills Lyrics

Where I come from isn't all that great
My automobile is a piece of crap
My fashion sense is a little whack
And my friends are just as screwy as me

I didn't go to boarding schools
Preppie girls never looked at me
Why should they?
I ain't nobody
Got nothing in my pocket

Beverly Hills
That's where I want to be
Livin' in Beverly Hills
Beverly Hills
Rolling like a celebrity
Livin' in Beverly Hills

Look at all those movie stars
They're all so beautiful and clean
When the housemaids scrub the floors
They get the spaces in between

I wanna live a life like that
I wanna be just like a king
Take my picture by the pool
'cause I'm the next big thing

Beverly Hills
That's where I want to be
Livin' in Beverly Hills
Beverly Hills
Rolling like a celebrity
Livin' in Beverly Hills

The truth is I don't stand a chance
It's something that you're born into
And I just don't belong

No I don't
I'm just a no-class beat down fool
And I will always be that way
I might as well enjoy my life
And watch the stars play

Beverly Hills
That's where I want to be
Livin' in Beverly Hills
Beverly Hills
Rolling like a celebrityLivin' in Beverly Hills

Beverly Hills

I'm back from Vegas and I had a fuckin' blast!!

2005-06-17T20:08:08Z

Well, where should I start? Well, I met Damon Jones from the Miami Heat, Brooke Hogan- Hulk Hogan's daughter, saw Guerilla Black, and met Pete Rose!! Plus, I went to the famous wax museum... and more. It is going to take me 5 post to post all of the pictures so be patience with me because I am new at this!!

Yes, ready to go to Vegas! Me at my hotel The Venetian!!

Rolls Royces came a dime a dozen at our hotel!

Me with Damon Jones-Miami Heat player at Bellagio

Me in my Louis Vuitton in our Belle Suite!!YEAH!!

and more to come....

Well, I guess no one wants anything from Las Vegas!LOL

2005-06-09T23:06:15Z

I am off to the beautiful Las Vegas tomorrow!!Hell Yeah!! Don't worry, I will drink enough for all of you. But I know that I will be indeedly missed when I am gone as well as when I get back because I am moving to Madison on the 16th!! Hell,Ashley Gibson lives not too far from where we will be moving into the apt. until our house is finished. Me, Puddy, and Ashley will have hella fun because Ashley's mother is like never at the apt. But I will bring back a lot of shit for everyone!! Basically, it will all be up for grabs. LOL But I will talk to you darlings later. BTW continue to comment on my lj cause I have online services on my phone and will be able to check it. Love you all darlings. Take care and always have safe sex!!!
<3 Neczka

I have had the weirdest few days...

2005-06-08T00:49:54Z

Things have been going kinda weird lately... but what can I say... I am living, breathing, and still bitching. What more can I ask for? Ha Ha... I will be going to the wonderful Las Vegas in 3 more days. VIVA LAS VEGAS!! Forum shops, here I come... Gucci, Louis Vuitton, Lacoste, Miu Miu, Burberry, Tiffany and Co., Versace, Neiman Marcus, Saks 5th Ave., Prada, and the list just gets better. LOL I will take many pictures believe that or not. And they will be on the post when I get back too. But I will be staying at the lovely Bellagio and the wonderful Venetian both 3 nights a piece. Ah,... Vegas=lights, tattoos, slot machines, prostitutes(which is legal there), and alcohol. The wild and crazy life. Oh, by the way, before I forget tell me if you want me to bring you back anything. Because I have a big list and I need sizes, and etc. for those who want something. But I will talk to you later. You all take care and remember-live life as if it were your last day on earth.
-Neczkabelle

Old pics from Santa's Village!! Seniors '05 rock!! Just learning how to post pics!!

2005-06-01T01:35:45Z

Danielle, Kelsey, and Haley The wonderful Cecelia!

The coolest chick ever, Sandy!! Kelly and Clay

Someone give me a Kleenex quick...

2005-06-01T00:49:24Z

I Love You
by Angel Baby

I never really knew you
You were just another friend
But when I got to know you,
I let my heart unbend.
I couldn't help past memories
that would only make me cry
I had to forget my first love
and give love another try
So I've fallen in love with you
and I'll never let you go
I love you more than anyone
I just had to let you know
And if you ever wonder why
I don't know what I'll say
But I'll never stop loving you
each and every day
My feelings for you will never change
Just know my feelings are true
Just remember one thing
I Love You!

Graduation :) and :(

2005-05-27T00:12:42Z

Damn, I miss my fellow classmates already!!!

Guys can really just fuck up your day literally!!!

2005-05-25T13:11:59Z

Umm... I went to bed last night mad when everybody else is happy ass hell about graduation. But NAW someone has to fuck up my night along with some other minor things in my life. But they know who they are. I still love you though but you just piss me off at times when I am not in the mood. But anyways, Puddy(mah best friend)came over last night to visit me. And we went to get some food kinda late at Taco Bell, which by the way has to be the by far nastiest place on earth. They never get mah damn order right. So, we go back down there and they are closed and taking down the menu signs. DAMN DAMN DAMN!! So, we were mad. But anyways, today is the big day. GRADUATION HELL YEAH!!! But I am going to enjoy every bit of it too. If some people(one person) don't try to be selfish and occupy my time with other shit. GOSH. But I hope I see all of your wonderful faces there. Drive safe and congratulations people we did it. Love to all, NECZKA

Gurls, pray for my Uncle Bill!!!

2005-05-24T23:43:53Z

I received the most devastating news today at about 8:30 a.m. that my uncle was having surgery on his liver and they found cancer and the doctors can't do anything about it so they give him 2 weeks to 2 months to live. I love my Uncle Bill very much and I would really appreciate it if you keep him in your prayers. It is going to take a miracle to keep him alive. But with God all things are possible. Thanks a lot.But anyways, I went to senior picnic today which was wonderful besides the fact that Jerry and Matt won't be graduating with us because of some shit that Mrs. Tran and Mr. Ashby could have prevented. But oh well, graduation practice was okay besides sitting on the gym floor which is very uncomfortable for overweight people such as myself. But I don't want to get on that subject because it is sore to me. But after practice, I went to see mah sweetie pie. He was looking cute as ever. But tomorrow is the big day that we all branch off into different directions and explore life without each other. That big day is GRADUATION!!! I have to admit that it will be sad to never see some of the people that you have been going to school with since kindergarten. AW But you have to grow up sometime. Time is going by quick. So, I am going to live every minute as if it were my last. But I will talk to you guys later!

This one is for you baby!!

2005-05-24T02:35:29Z

THOMAS, I LOVE YOU BOO!!!LOL

People... some will never learn that they are just the problem!

2005-05-23T13:47:56Z

Hola amigas,
Today's subject is basically knowing yourself and not crossing that red line with myself and others. I will have to say that hear all the time drama for no real reason that makes me upset to the point that I take the burden on my shoulders and try to fix and investigate it more...NO MORE!!! I will no longer be nosy on my part to try to fix any and every little fuck up. Another thing, if you don't like someone for whatever reason, just tell them. Don't make them find out the hard way. Another title, that is over-rated, FRIENDS, I consider a friend to be someone that you have chosen and they have chosen/accepted you into there life as well as yours. Friends don't act like they hate you behind your back but then call you the next minute trying to get in your life and hate you because you have one. I have tried to tell some that I am too old to deal with that kiddie immature shit and they are too. No, since you have probably asked I don't feel the need to post their names on here because they know exactly who they are because for the last week my ears have been burning and I know that some things are superstition but something to think about when it comes to the ones who truly care and don't use you to get back at others. Believe me, I love you all and I accepted you all as a part of my life but like the friend definition goes they have to accepted you in their life with full love and NEVER ENVY OR HATRED!!! My life I do indeed love but it is the people in it that FUCK me up. So, whatever your intentions are... cause I know that the person that is reading this is probably feeling insecure inside and will take offense to what I am saying and probably question if it is them... If you are one that questions this...STOP and think about the above...1) DO YOU REALLY HATE ME BEHIND MY BACK? 2) Do you really feel like I owe you something which I don't? 3)Or are you just using the ideal explanation to ease your anger to keep your enemies closer then you would your friends? HUH? Can you answer that? If you answered yes to any of the above, then I don't wanna see your face again or talk to you again...because you have done nothing but waste my precious time and yours. But I am sick of talking about this and I could hardly sleep last night because of it. So, today in my life for example... I am the pope(head of the Roman Catholic Church) and the rest are the church goers. I will be excommunicating one or more from my life. Please do comment because I want to see the thoughts of some. Please do come again... because later on I will be talking about what the word IRONIC and its meaning. I guess you can say this is the Chronicles of Janeczka. I know that was corny but focus on yourself and being yourself instead of worrying about me. ANONYMOUS OR NOT, REPLY!!LOL
Hope all of you enjoy your day, by the way this is to the sincere ones in my life.

My diet started yesterday... HECK YES!!!

2005-05-21T01:22:29Z

Yes, I am on another diet craze but the difference this time is that I am actually gonna succeed at it. This is my second day on the diet and I am doing great and working out hard. I am doing the Atkins diet... before I lost 45 lbs. But then gained it back from my trip and just plain not getting back on the diet. But I am getting kinda sad that I will no longer be living in this area after June 19!!:( All of this damn boxing and packing shit is crazy and getting on my last nerve. Oh well, MADISON ALABAMA here I come!!! I will be back out here occasionally, it's not like I live a 1,000 miles away.lol Only, 15-20 mins. But anyways,I gotta go talk to you later!! MAY 25... graduation duh. I am so glad.

Hey Babies...

2005-05-14T22:40:40Z

Today... umm... rainy, bitchy,and fierce. NEED I SAY MORE?

Love Poems Guhs!! Tell me what you think!!Dedicated to my loving boyfriend Thomas Collier!

2005-05-11T12:59:42Z

I love you like I love a day
when everything goes right
I love you like I love to lay
and watch the stars at night
I love you like I love the rain
its lustful calm embrace
I love you like I love to laugh
until it hurts my face
I love you like I love to drive
with no real destination
I love you like I love the thrill
of pure infatuation
But most of all I love you like
I love a cherished friend
Who holds me tight, dries my tears
and loves me to the end

- Mel Wirtjes -

A Special World-This is my favorite one!!

A special world for you and me
A special bond one cannot see
It wraps us up in its cocoon
And holds us fiercely in its womb.

Its fingers spread like fine spun gold
Gently nestling us to the fold
Like silken thread it holds us fast
Bonds like this are meant to last.

And though at times a thread may break
A new one forms in its wake
To bind us closer and keep us strong
In a special world, where we belong.

- Sheelagh Lennon -

You leaned over and you kissed me
I felt my knees go weak
You leaned over and you kissed me
I couldn't even speak
You leaned over and you kissed me
With a passion flowing free
You leaned over and you kissed me
Sparks flew that we could see
You leaned over and you kissed me
A touch so soft and tender
You leaned over and you kissed me
A kiss I would remember
You leaned over and you kissed me
I'm sure I kissed you back
You leaned over and you kissed me
With the fire no kiss should lack
You leaned over and you kissed me
You left me wanting more
You leaned over and you kissed me
My soul you did explore
You leaned over and you kissed me
My heart no longer full of pain
You leaned over and you kissed me
Darling, kiss me once again

- Keesha Kelley -

Okay, I know you bitches just love my icon!!

2005-05-11T00:01:50Z

Well, I guess that you could say that we are sprung over each other. I have to admit that I do overreact on things that are not necessary such as being jealous and insecure when I think there is another girl in the picture but hey girlfriends are supposed to do that. What can I say the boy loves me and I can prove it. And he did to me today! I know that we have obviously had our ups and downs but it all comes down to love. Some people are just made for each other and I think that we are that some. Well, I guess you can say that I am all boo-ed up. ~@Love is powerful@~ Tell me what cha think bitches!

Okay okay, I know that I haven't been writing on here in awhile!!

2005-05-06T00:06:54Z

What up with cha bitches? Sorry that I haven't been writing too much lately it is just that my life is busy. But I hope that all of you are doing well! Well, talk to you later!

UGLY ASS DAY FITS MY PERSONALITY!!!

2005-04-22T15:23:53Z

OMG, the lightning scared me this morning and my dog!! Poor Mikato!! I feel awful today!!! I think it is because I have been doing absolutely too much studying!!Damn,I can actually say that I have dedicated 3 solid days to this damn studying thing and it is gettin on my last nerve and I ain't still done!!UHHHH!! I am stressed!! Well, talk to you later!! Also, Panoply will be off the chain tomorrow hopefully if it doesn't rain.